For years now I have missed my dreams and goals because I was busy living other peoples without really realizing it. Until I reached inside myself and discovered the only real responsibility I should be feeling is what it takes to make my soul complete, there was no moving ahead. I am not a successful businesswoman or a great writer (yet), but I am discovering there is talent in me after all. Over the past months I have written poetry a couple of articles and even painted a picture on the drum my sweetheart made for me. These may seem like little things but; I didn't even know that until recently these talents lay inside of me. If someone had told me I would be doing any of these things the laughter would have reached quite a distance. Some I have struggled with others came easy, my sweetheart Klaus suggested I look at the things that were created when I was playing and relaxed then compare them with the ones created through struggling. I would like to thank him for that suggestion. I found the ones created from playing were quite beautiful and had calming energy flowing from them. The ones created while struggling never were quite right and I want to always change them (funny that is how I feel inside at moments). When I let my thoughts flow easily into my life, the paths I choose are the ones that bring myself and the people I care about much more happiness. I have also found my dreams are not only dreams anymore, they are becoming a part of my reality.